Monday, June 23, 2008
Saturday, we went to west coast for a bbq.before sun set we play captain's ball and frisbee.then we went to eat.later we went to the seaside to chat....haha
group photo
This is how ah seng bully her boyfriend. ( Dog chain )
the birthday boys
VS
4:34 PM
Saturday, June 21, 2008
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
Yesterday shu hui was very sick.keep feeling giddy.so she rest on ah seng's bed.after a moment i went to the room to take my water bottle and found her lying on the ground. i thought it was a little weird but i didnt take note.i thought she is sleeping tats all. i also went to ask ee ren why is she sleeping on the ground he said maybe she feels hot. Then after a moment when my sis went into the room she notice something was not right. The truth is she is not sleeping but fell down due to giddiness while trying to go the toliet. So we call ee ren into the room. and she goes crying...Anyway afterwards she feel better after a while
Today i had another date with the television, watching ''a mobile love story''. and in one afternoon i went to hougang mall twice.first time i went to pass kaixin things.second time i went to buy ginger and newspaper. so......u think i am quite free? looks like im really quite boring. but the truth with im left with a mountain of schoolwork and housework, just that i didnt complete it. This whole 2 weeks of holiday my mind is occupied with everything but not work. Last week i wasted my time playing with my niece i nothing to say.This week,there is one happy occasion plus great feast im looking forward, a gathering that is coming up,and also a tragic that has just happen recently which i have yet to get off my mind.
9:35 PM
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
Today i went for my practical exam. my improvision should not fail, but will not score well as expected.what i play is so different with wat i think and plan.....Hearing not as good as i tot because i did a little testing here and there.....and hav many mistakes........then for my playing, first song was good but a bit too loud.2nd one was quite boring i think.me myself cant find the mood when playing the song too.but most importantly i made many mistakes! This is the worse part that made me so disappointed. Throughout the whole exam was quite fast but in between we drag a lot of time due to the usb device's fault.The connection was so loose that we took a lot of time to settle it.i even worried it will cut off when i was playing halfway.Somehow i find one of the examiners' face so familiar.i think she has examine me before 2 years ago and this is so amazing that i can remember her face! And another stupid thing i did before the exam.Before i went into the room i still listen to barney song to calm myself.weird right? BARNEY leh. i like children songs.Ziyi say i childish because i listen to this kind of songs and also like cartoons.Why? who say big girl cannot like cartoon?i young and cute okay?! Erm enough of cartoons.back to the topic.But this calming effect of listening song is only short term.While i was playing the improvision section, i feel my legs trembling.only during i play my first song i enjoy the most.
Overall my standard is around the middle range......
Just now i on my com and saw a blog's URL left by yingxiu and i went to open it.shock to see mr chiang's message there. While reading i could feel his tears,pain, and agony. losing his 2 students must be heart piercing. Now then i know he guided David since david was sec one, and on the other hand known RX for 1o years. Not just a normal relationship between conductor and member of CO.Today mr mike was still not in the mood to rehearse with mayflower. i shall not say as i am not sure too,but u can try to imagine. Upon reading the message, i thought of the past few months when i was dieing to quit EVCO. Then i realise i will be so heartless to leave EVCO at this very important moment. i knew very well an orchestra cannot work without members cooperating with each other. yet i have this kind of thinking. i need to find back the joys i have in CO because i still have the passion in CO
9:05 PM
Monday, June 16, 2008
Today, i still have flashbacks of yesterday, the scene of RX laying motionless infront of us and red swollen eyes of everyone.His is gone, this is the reality that all of us must accept.Even though i am not very close with him,but he is still our temporary leader,and also helped me to carry instruments many times. he is so young and still have so many wishes that have not come true, and this just happen so sudden.i remember last time,or the only time i talk to him during last year september.now i felt so regret that i only talk to him ONCE. But this is the result of me,myself not grabbing the chance. i know i always like to take things for granted, i shall learn not to forget to keep reminding myself. i don want to repeat this kind of things.regrets are terrible kind of emotions. i believe many will still keep sorrows within our hearts when we go back to co next week,especially his close friends,as his face and voice are missing. i wonder if he could hear us yesterday, that we will remember him always. next time when i go CO, i shall try knowing everyone and remember their names before i lost the chance.
tommorow will be my electone practical exam! i know i cant make it for the impro part, as my sight reading has always been terrible, and although ideas are easy to flow,my fingers don cooperate.stop talking about distinction when im failing this section most of the time. if this part i fail, i fail the whole exam.its just like napfa test,every segments or items must pass. anyway i shall try my best. even if i really cant make it to this part, i make sure i score max. for my song pieces and hearing.Both must be able to save me, nothing must go wrong.i already score distinction for my theory, so my practical must pass no matter what to balance up!Good Luck to me.
11:35 PM
Sunday, June 15, 2008
Never thought that in this short period of 5 months , already 2 people from chinese orchestra pass away due to car accident. Today, many people from NYP and EVCO went to bid him last goodbye.Thinking back, it had been such a long time i see such a heart wrenching scene, many cried and his family are shouting his name when he was going to be cremated. All his good friends put in effort to get the things he like and complete his wish. Mr chiang and one girl oso played his well-liked song to him(which is this song my blog is playing now).Such scene had been experience by me many times,but still i could not hold back my tears. he was suppose to celebrate father's day, yet such thing happen.This is such a great blow to his family.Life is both interesting and frightening because we dont know wat will happen tomorrow, better learn to take care of ourselves and cherish things around. Some things can never be recycle.But i hope what i am writing now is not "talk only no action", said easier than done. Wish that there will be an end to all the miserable things in the world.
His life has end, but his passion for music will never.
May he live in our hearts.
Farewell.
Love from everyone of us
9:29 PM
Saturday, June 14, 2008
today i went pasir ris with shun jia gor gor,joshua,claudia and en en.we took a ride on the ferry wheel then we go arcade, and a playground with many balls...i donno wats tat call....because i am over-age i stay outside the pool of balls.After a few minutes they went in, joshua start quarreling with a girl and throw ball at each other.but lastly stopped by his dad.so this is wats going on. the girl throw balls at en en (no ill-intension i think)actually very normal for children to play lah.but joshua thought she bully his sister and start throwing balls.Joshua quite protective over his little sister,while at the playground oso take care of her.
on the left:claudia,ting ting. on the right:nadine,en en
11:51 PM
Sunday, June 08, 2008
Today i woke up 0700 in the morning and went to punggol park to play swing and eat breakfast.Immediately after this i went home to watch tv instead of sleeping.End up feeling so tired in the afternoon, almost dose off...after that we still went to west coast park. The beautiful scene of the sea had all been covered by containers.such a waste.But the playground there is very big.I once been there before when i was young, so i already knew the playground there......damn good.
10:01 PM
Saturday, June 07, 2008
Finally....secondary 4 this year........the year of o level, but my results are just terrible, terrible, terrible. Not to forget this year i'm leaving this school and will not be able to see my friends so often. should be able to stay in contact with ppl like Nina Nicole, and Mag bah but some are more difficult to.like the only person with no handphone in the class loh, plus samson nazri sophian all this mr cartoons and the girls in our class. since i seldom post my blog and left it to rot,i post everything at one go.
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Start of a new year
i suddenly rmb the day we when to pasir ris to do beach cleaning? Its a little funny.A day of injury to be exact.but we are all very happy.
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Kelvin , Hafiz and Jun Da
my 2 darling princesses.ting and en
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Start of a new year
i suddenly rmb the day we when to pasir ris to do beach cleaning? Its a little funny.A day of injury to be exact.but we are all very happy.
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and also some of us went to sentosa?
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Me, ah seng and ting went to underwater world! it had been ages i last went there.
Andy and Sally's wedding day
11:52 PM