THIS is a rotting blog...
My last post was july. Didnt have the strong desire to blog, thats why.Even if im going to blog now i believe my mind thinks only about my exams.
But nevermind, i will still try to talk about other topics.Hmm. i gave my organ teacher and the yamaha people a big card each. I made quite an effort to do those cards.This is the comment by my teacher:

"This is the BIGGER & the BEST poster I ever received, thank you Grace! Consider that you're very busy with your JC activities, I believed by creating this beautiful poster you had to burn many hours of your mid-night oil, thank you once again. If you can put in the same effort, same passion & same attitude in your study, nothing can stop you. I would like to take this opportunity to wish you all the best in your coming Yamaha & JC exam. "

I shall try not to make anyone disappointed. But right now im not confident but yet im not very hardworking. shall start setting targets of what to complete each day. But electone exam is just less than 3 days from now. Im really really not confident and a little helpless too. Some things needs to practice since young which i did not. It is quite impossible to improve by so much within a short period of time. What can i do? well i think i can only tell myself "IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING!" and continue to practice. I WANT TO PASS ! This is my last exam. I have stopped the lessons at yamaha due to studies. Everything is going harder and harder, and to tell myself that i will work even harder isnt convincing. You know my style, hardworking appear inside me only at rare times. But still its a little sad to just stop lessons like that after learning so many years. Will i ever get to see my electone teacher again?

What about promos? Gone... It seems that my classmates thought that im a person who is good in studies but sorry i may not be. They are just adding pressure on my shoulder. My cca too, so much events which halt me from revising. CCA exchange program, Teachers Day performance, and just today i went CIP. For every event i need to plan. And its just too bad all dates of these events are close to each other. However, im at fault not making use of the weekends which ended up super tired during weekdays. Im still slacking, thats why i dont make use of free time. Revision is currently on a situation of stagnation, meaning theres no revision actually. Start working.

Oh i did said shift the topics to things other than exams, sorry. Hmm. Joseph is leaving college, and our group is back to 13. Stupid right? One person returned the other left. We did a farewell for him. bought apple shuddel for him. I suddenly recall how much money the gz owe me. i must get it back soon. Owe me for so long that the receipt which i need to claim my money back has become a blank piece of paper, meaning its ink had faded. I think once i clooect my money back i will rich suddenly again.

Okay i need to start working eventhough i think i have somemore things to say... i shall come back.