i dont like my school that much. Yesterday was super boring. Its the longest day ever. On the first day, they talked about practices and cultures of the school. First they introduced global classroom experience. They proudly told us that their school went to 9 different countries last year. Then, here comes the boring part. 9 individual groups shared their experience in particular countries they went. Each group maybe spent 20 mins on average. So 9 groups is...... 180 mins, which mean 3 hours!?!?! Maybe its not that long but this is how i felt. I thought that it is as long as 3 hours. And plus those additional usual talks for 1st day, how long can it be? After that we have an hour of break. and another one and a half hour of break. in between the 2breaks is only one hour. -.-!
My school gaves me an impression that it is very outdoor, many events and fun activities. Its good, but it has a problem. How are we able to concentrate on our studies then, if there are so many events and activities. Seriously, i have no interest in any other things other than my studies and CCA. i am there to study.
Just the first day only, i already feel like running away from school, play truant, dont want to go back. But i decided not to appeal. i think all JCs is the same in some kind of view. Then since im so brave to choose JC instead os poly last time, i should perservere. Of course poly is good and fun, but i just need to tell myself to bear with it for 2 years. But im not very confident that i will make it to university, because i almost failed to make it for o levels. Im clear that i got a better english result due to luck and not hard work or knowledge. If its hard work i believe its only oral part and a little of essays.
A levels!!! i will be struggling and stressing up for it soon. Pray that i wont have depression.
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