School is starting on the 2 feb. Honestly i haven finish slacking. But im kind of waiting for the orientation to start.
Eventhough i got into my 3rd choice and not the first 2,eventhough i got into a lousy school, i feel quite happy also. Junior college life seems to be more standardised.
Every morning drag myself out of bed.
Go to school.
Lessons. Waiting for recess time to arrive.
Recess time!
after recess time, waiting for school dismiss.
school dismiss, CCA time.

Junior college's life is more predicted. But good thing is my school is near my house. So i can wake up late and run to school every morning just before the gate close.Dosent this reflect some dramas where all students were late for school and get locked out of school? And going to a louser school means higher chance of getting scholarship. Let me tell you,getting scholarship is my new year resolution for 2009. Haha.
i can join guzheng once again and im excited about it. Check this out:
艾琳, the apple of His eyes says:
serangoon got guzheng
when spiders unite,they can tie up a lion! says:
yes i can join guzheng
艾琳, the apple of His eyes says:
but heard bnot very good eh
艾琳, the apple of His eyes says:
haha
when spiders unite,they can tie up a lion! says:
i join then will become good
艾琳, the apple of His eyes says:
eh
艾琳, the apple of His eyes says:
Hahaha
when spiders unite,they can tie up a lion! says:
got me good enough
艾琳, the apple of His eyes says:
LOL
艾琳, the apple of His eyes says:
aiyo
艾琳, the apple of His eyes says:
thick skin
艾琳, the apple of His eyes says:
Hahaha
when spiders unite,they can tie up a lion! says:
haha


Thats the end for today. i will continus to update

Im neither happy nor sad for my results. Of course its still consider good, but i really think can be better.
Anyway i think im really REALLY REALLY LUCKY. I dont even know how i scored well for my english. Im just a little disappointed with Emaths,Amaths and chemistry. physics a little maybe also. But blame on my own laziness. I dont even think i know what does it mean by "done my best". because i dont think i had ever put in 100% of effort or use 100% of my abilities in anything throughout my life.

I know that some are very disappointed with their own results. I didnt want to comfort them because i know very well it has no use. Best not to bother them or ask especially things related to results. Its a pierce in heart just by asking,"how's your results?" this 3 words. It's perfectly alright to let them off to cry for a few days, at most really terrible also maybe 2 weeks, wont go more than that? But i don want them to think that we dont care because we dont go and comfort them. We merely want to avoid hearing this kind of things if we approach them,
"You have such a good results, naturally you dont understand how i feel!"

Well, different people have different expectations. It dosent sounds logical to comfort a top scorer who is crying over a grade of A2 by saying," please lah! A2 also not satisfied and cry. i got a D7 shouldnt i cry more?" It's not just the future, but it's the PRIDE. But anyway my point is just saying its not very right to say the previous sentence that we dont understand how you all feel because everyone had been through. Even those who never fails to get straight As. Just that the level of depressed may not be the same.

Yes,its true that there's no use to cry over spilled milk. But you need to consider that emotions cannot be control.

I found some kind souls in the place i work at. Two of the part time security guard actually remember that i told them i was a vegetarian and have no food to eat. So one actually went to buy cup noodles for me today. opps, should be yesterday. i didnt see them, no chance to thank them and pay back the money for the cup noodles.
Lucky they helped me to buy food.or else i may not be able to tahan. Simply because i worked until around midnight 12am. there were no more bus or train available. So one of the manager drove us back to vivo. Another kind soul.hehe. i reached home only at about 1240am. You can say that i worked from yesterday till today. All of us did. wow. My leg is very pain after standing for hours.But i found this job more enjoyable than my previous one. Just that it is very troublesome.it is oso very frightening to handle money things.....scared that i will be responsible for any missing items...I oso did extra things. i also did things that i dont want to do, which is washing the wok that is use to contain NON-VEGETARIAN soup. The soup is super duper smelly! who will want to drink,eeeww.....i also dip my whole hand into the liquor.but thats fine compare to the soup. eeeeeeeww! Hope that i dont need to do this anymore.

Today is my first day of work. The environment is good at least. Windy and not hot. This afternoon the freezer was switched off accidentally. i didnt notice. then all the ice cream melted! oh my.. I was given permission to go home early due to bad business. Managed to rush home in time to XX.
Went to facebook just now and found something about birthdates.This is the description for what my birthdates means:

You are curious and a true follower. You can please someone so much that it seem like you are trying to charm that person. You hide your disagreement under your smiling face. This is a charming quality of yours. Your Love, You are quite unlucky in love. You are loved by someone you don't like while your dream person is so far away. Your love life is occasionally under turbulence. Sometimes you don't have the clear view of the guy/gal in your heart.

The love life part is very not encouraging.

I'm waiting for monday, the day that o level results come out. Yeah.
I went to temasek's and nanyang's open house today. i think tampines seems far from ang mo kio. By the we get to nyp,its already 5pm. wow, near closing. And we were hungry... Temasek's buildings are quite nice. very windy there also. i still manage to see a lot of friends there. But i didnt really get to see the courses i want because my friends are shoppping around business block. You know i have no interest in business. Its a pity that we went to nyp too late. but i think i got more information on the courses i'm more interested at nyp,compared to TP. So we managed to get to know more about chemical and life science,health science and interative digital media for games. Thanks to DA SAO.
i later went to bugis to collect my pay. OMG the pay i got is super little.i will NEVER work low-paid jobs anymore. The total earned for for 11 days is not even enough to pay example, 4 lessons of guzheng class. FINALLY after collecting pay i can have my dinner yeah. Very hungry. Thanks to Xinhui for travelling with me.
Tomorrow is my first day of work.haiz...why afternoon shift? Work till 1030. By the time i went home i guess 1130. Afternoon shift makes me feel that time is limited.
I need to go early.maybe one and a half hour before. do you think i'm too early? But actually its not. MRT 30 mins. plus walking plus wait for first shuttle bus. plus travelling on shuttle bus 15 mins. plus waiting for second shuttle bus. if miss, wait for 30 mins. But i dont think i will miss. After alighting, i still need to walk. Its better to be early than to be late.
12 january 2009, come faster. i donno whether i am excited because of results. partly because i dont need to work, partly because i have not return to my school for very long.

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