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Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Im neither happy nor sad for my results. Of course its still consider good, but i really think can be better.
Anyway i think im really REALLY REALLY LUCKY. I dont even know how i scored well for my english. Im just a little disappointed with Emaths,Amaths and chemistry. physics a little maybe also. But blame on my own laziness. I dont even think i know what does it mean by "done my best". because i dont think i had ever put in 100% of effort or use 100% of my abilities in anything throughout my life.

I know that some are very disappointed with their own results. I didnt want to comfort them because i know very well it has no use. Best not to bother them or ask especially things related to results. Its a pierce in heart just by asking,"how's your results?" this 3 words. It's perfectly alright to let them off to cry for a few days, at most really terrible also maybe 2 weeks, wont go more than that? But i don want them to think that we dont care because we dont go and comfort them. We merely want to avoid hearing this kind of things if we approach them,
"You have such a good results, naturally you dont understand how i feel!"

Well, different people have different expectations. It dosent sounds logical to comfort a top scorer who is crying over a grade of A2 by saying," please lah! A2 also not satisfied and cry. i got a D7 shouldnt i cry more?" It's not just the future, but it's the PRIDE. But anyway my point is just saying its not very right to say the previous sentence that we dont understand how you all feel because everyone had been through. Even those who never fails to get straight As. Just that the level of depressed may not be the same.

Yes,its true that there's no use to cry over spilled milk. But you need to consider that emotions cannot be control.

12:45 AM